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Sunday, May 07, 2006

a guy who does't keep promsies

wondering who the guy wun doesn't keep promises..thats me bah....y m i so stupid in a relationship everytime ar? i only realise things not going the rite way after it has happen..on wed i promised yiyi to go watch movie on sat but the my classmate last min say wan class outing on saturday...but it's nt really class outing...we oso discuss abt yiyi bday plan....sorry i gt to say out...she became angry...i dunno y at 1st...so i msg emily..only then i realise that even a small promise to go out only oso meant alot to a girl....i'm a idiot rite...


hao bu rong yi get back normal with yiyi after i last late nite went over to her place to explain...just when i tot everything will get to back normal and i promised not to break any promises again....i broke 1 again...but this time i knew it's my fault...cos i promised her to bring her go back after my bball..but i tot she dun wan so i din ask properly...nopex...nv blame her by a bit then...i felt guilty...real guilty....this guilty just rob me from speech..i try to call her...explain but i know she still upset...maybe i'm nt a guy who can make promises bah...cos i always break them bah...but one thing for sure..the greatest promise to love her always will nv be broken...n again..i knew she or even you guys will haf doubt in trusting me...


yiyi..i dunno wat to tell you...or maybe even my tears will not wash away the doubts you to me...yr trust and hope to my promsies will be crease...i'm not a good bf but then i will tell you i still love you as much..i know and understand how heavy and tire is your heart.watever i explain will jsut be excuese..i know you wan me to keep promsies is not becos you r demanding..it's becos you are serious to me...you just now shouted at me..scold me...hang up my phone a few times.talk so LL to me.but that nv irritated or make me angry but even abit...i just hope you can forgive me and dun avoid me bah...

maybe it's kinda late to really understand your feeling but i will try... i will not irritate you with all the nagging anymore cos i'm willing to accep any punishment...i dare and wan to write this out even it will ruin my reputation again like last time...cos i need to tell every1 how much i love you even i break all the promises...sound stupid rite...emily if you see this dun need to msg yyiyi....cos it's really my fault this time...i gt nth to say or counter or blame any 1 but myself..i dun need any1 sympathy...yiyi i will prove to you that i'm a promising guy and i keep my great promises for you...just dun avoid me.....

sorry again...maybe it's no use and effect but all i can say is.....sorry........


`Gerald;11:07 PM
`E.N.D`

~~PreCiouS MemOries~~
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~About Me~

Gerald Lim lip giap(quite a weirdo name)
13/04/1987
used to study in yishun primary and sembawang sec
Singapore poly
Areospace electronics
Height : 187cm
Weight : 70kg
*Very ah beng style(not ah beng)<
*learning to change*
*but luvs to study
*hates the rain
*-simplydivine-*
*used to be a extreme bballer
*-broken shoulder and ankle-*
*my bao bei kellyn!!!! i love you*
* if you wana try..then dun do..if you wana do..then try the best!*
* but if you try to test my patience,,then better dun...
* dragon punch highest record 8630*
* Currently playing for yuhua zone 2 and Tong Whye dragons.


CraPPPPP!!

GerAlD Fav!
::Kellyn::
::Angeline::
::Emily the strange::
::YaNzZZ::
::Jaclyn (kell's ah jie)::
::Kai ling::
::Cynthia::
::Adeline::
::Jennifer::
::Stella::
::Stella n wei rong::
::wei rong::
::Jing ting::
::Hao Woah::
::Hui Mei::
::Ben::
::Kay Yam::
::Darius::
::My friendster bloggy::
::Ti Ooi::
::Wendy peiwen::
::peikun::
::yusong::
::vonne::
::Sabrina::
::Zaiqian::
::Pauline::
::Marcus..wei cong lar::
::PHOTOS AT CHALET::
::photos of training session::
::photos of chalet 2::
::asian aerospace::
::SILOSO RESORT( 2ND ANNI)::
::KEPPEL SEA SCAN DND 2007::

For You my Kellz
Give me a little trust,
I love you with my whole heart,
I do anything for you just for you...
It's not just about loving you,
It's all about putting my heart into yours,
It's all about seeing your brillant smile,
It's all about seeing you being happy,
It's all about hugging you, holding you,
It's all about watching you shy, joy , sad ,touch
Basically,
It's All About You....
kellyn...i love you till the end...
dote you lyk hell and heaven...
Mish you as if the next day will dooms day....
Embrace you into my arms with all mights...
Be by your side when you need someone...
Lend you my shoulder if you wana cry...
Give you my arm if you wana bite...
Let you punch me when you angry...
Let you nag at me when you wan a listening ear... Love you love you love you love you and you!!!!!